yawn :: sianzation

2008-07-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

haven been myself these few days. i wonder whyy.
exam stress? am i like changing to another person? i dunno.
i only noe that. im not myself anymore.
im someone who is fragile, easily hurt by even trivial things, someone who loves to emo? LOL.
but its alrite. it was in the past.!! its the 1st time that im so determined to be a better person.
for the sake of myself and for those who are precious to me? u noe hu u are (:
results are out. as expected. still cannot pass my chem and econs. dunno what im supposed to do with it. nid some enlightenment >.<
but again. i feel so happy to noe that my p.sch frens still remember me ^^ haha.
alrite. its almost 1am and im still not slp.
sch is so z. i guess the lack of slp is making me z as well. gotta find a way out.
and i realised. the song. when you're gone. is really damn nice LOL! how random.

2008-06-06T01:54:00.000-07:00

troubled by 1001 problems which were left unsolved. hoping that things will get better.

if we hold on together.

Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I

When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I

2008-03-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

WOO! HAD A GREAT CHAT WIF MY LONG LOST OLD FREND ABOUT _OO_ & _U_ _ & F_ _ T. hahaha. tried to chill down after getting back my results.. and finally i did a little hahaha.. stress ah!! hahaha..

my results get.. CDE.. now waiting for econs.. sure either S or U. STRESS!!

btw.. those who want to guess those words can come to me and gues lor!! hahaha (:

2007-10-28T07:04:00.000-07:00

yo~ hahaha. went out with xyan, jocelyn and wenqian last thurs.. wheew~ after so long nv meet. finally meet again!! hahaha. went to 85 market to eat.. yummy.. got stingray, sotong, hokkien mee, satay, chicken wing and sugarcane!! =p

eat finish already.. go walk from bedok to tampines sia~ wheew.. then take bus home to east coast~ lyk. making a U turn rites? but nvm.. so fun!! ^^ bought supper along the way~ hahaha..

fun fun fun!! (:

hahaha~ photos u go see xyan's blog ba (: i dun haf e photos.. hope can go out again somewhere in mid november~ xyan!! u arrange kkies?? (:

tml A level MT.. gd luck to myself (:

life goes on and on..
the feeling rekindled.. (:

2007-10-11T07:16:00.000-07:00

yoo.. its been sometimes.. i really dunno wat to post.. hahahah..
jus to update my promo grades...

GP - S going to E (if round up lol)
Malay - B (1st time in my whole JC life)
Chemistry - S (same grade same mark as mid year.. sians!!)
Physics - A (improved!)
Maths - A
Econs - D (improved but not good enough hahaha)

well. thats all about it...

at 1st i tot my grades will be like.. ABCDES.. but my physics spoilt it.. become AABDES =p

heys gd luck to ppl who haven get back results :D

2007-09-03T04:15:00.000-07:00

its been some time.. hows life ppl (:

anw.. last fri.. went back to springfield. teachers day celebration.. met half of e ex-4F class.. hahaha~ miss them lots~ all e fun we had together~ all e lame things~ cant be found in MJC T_T. sadded~ but then ah~ after we met our teachers.. somehow.. everybody went off by themselves~ jus realised that after half a year didnt meet... the bond between us have been broken.. everybody go their own way.. not bothering others anymore.. hais.. i guess thats life~ it goes on and on with many changes in between. zzz~

finally.. it's september.. my final lap.. last week of sept will be my promos. started revision but its very minimal~ i wonder if i can stuff everything into my brain within this short period of time.. hmph~ jus hoped that i will be able to pull through~! cannot waste my parents money!~ they believed in me. so i must believe in myself as well. have to make them proud lyk wat i always did in secondary school.. e old me~ will i be able to regain e old me within this 1 week of holiday..? (: hehx~ i believe i can!! (: hehehe~

AND hor~ xiuyan~ dun die first worr~ hahaha. im sure u will be able to pull through ur poly life~ we must pull through together~ (: then can go out again~ kkies? (:

life goes on and on~
missing her very much~
words cant describe my agony~

SOTONG!! CARROT!! ((:

2007-07-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

fck my day fck my life.. y todae so suay..

1st.. getting sclding from PE teacher..
2nd.. my guardian come kpkb with me..
3rd.. lala~ angry with me..
4th.. my comp screen's cover crack..

everything was so "GREAT"...
dammit. am i to weather this storm before i can really succeed?? or am i to be suay-ed all day long??? ARGHH!!!

life goes on~
looks lyk she and i will never be together..
i hope you will find the perfect match..

2007-07-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

results are out...

GP - S
Physics - U
Maths - C
Econs - E
Malay - E
Chem - S

lol~ almost make up e word "SUCCESS" ya? lol~
gonna improve in promo (:

2007-07-05T06:32:00.000-07:00

ello! its been ages ya~ oh well. actually i haf nth much to update.. my trip's photos not uploaded yet.. so lazy..

jus finished Mid Year Exam.. i was very disappointed with myself.. now i noe... how secondary school is million zillion times better than JC. hais. sometimes i wonder.. haf i really made the right choice to get into JC..

screwed every single subject... including maths... pretty much disappointed with myself.. hais..

i wonder if i will ever come out of this hole.. im such a different person now.. the optimistic me have changed.. e one who used to encourage myself. who depend on my own feet. everything about me have changed..

i jus hope i will recover sooner or later. told my parents about my mid years.. my parents still have confident in me.. i hope i will not disappoint them..

"jia you richard.. remember your goals.. your dreams.. your objectives.. everything.."

*now i noe how it feels not to have anyone to confide into..*

2007-04-21T10:45:00.000-07:00

emo-ED

wat an emo day.

2007-03-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

yo hahaha. its been ages since i updated my blog.. hahaha.. shall start with yesterday..
i felt it was the slackest day ever...
went to school.. started with e VP talk about expectation. but of coz no behaviour expectation lols~ we were supposed to be the better batch. oh well.. i wonder how true is it. hahaha~
anyways. after VP talk then go for ONE lecture. and there goes my FIVE free periods.. which is like.. 50 x 5 = 250 minutes?? i lyk Oh myy.... hahahahaa. slackest day ever. hahaha. went to lib with e usual ppl and do hmwk. managed to complete my chem tutorial beforehand. 3 cheers for me!! yay!! hahahaha. then continue a few more lectures and break again. and ended my day with MT lesson.

AND OMG... my memory is failing me.. were supposed to meet CityHall Game ICs to celebrate Ching Ying's Bdae.. totally forgotten.. >_< SORRY CHING YING!!! Happy Belated Bdae to u~ hahahahahaa. ^^

todae.. as usual. 3 free periods. not as slack hahahaha. but todae i did nth. only tok crap and stuffs.. after school went to meet e ex-4Fians to eat dinner. hahaha. jus got back~~ went to Hans River to eat. my 1st time there.. but heys!! e food not bad~ better than seoul garden hahahaha. though its more expensive coz of e drinks.. hahaha. its been some time since i had fun~ yeahs~ hope we can go out more often ^^ hahahaha. yeps ^^

jia you ppl hahahaha. shall end it here. so lazy and dunno wat to update liao~ muahahaha.. peace ^^

im lyk so happy todae~! my dad allowed me to buy PSP yaya!!! hahahahaha wheee.... i gonna bother wu suan everyday ~ yay!! hahaha :P wusuan dun kill me when u see this~ (:
3 cheers for WUSUAN!! (:

life goes on and on.. (:
it's coming!! (:

2007-03-17T23:25:00.000-07:00

hie.. yesterday went to buy FBT shorts.. hey come on.. not e short short de worr.. later i too sexy everyone's nose bleed lols!! (: met up with valerie. didnt noe she got no sense of direction de LOL!!! i was jus opposite of her and she didnt realise too !!! woot (: hahah. anyways. walk walk walk with her while waiting for Sherman and Wu Suan. 1st time meeting Wu Suan lols!! hi wu suan!! my name is richard!! (: hahahaha. she from Atlas 2 de. my current OG-in-charge after being kicked out from Atlas 3. >_< sad sad. anyways. bought the shorts le then go eat Carl Jr. EKKKKK!!! it will be my last time eating there mans. e BURGER HORRENDOUS!!! hahahaha. proceed to city hall mrt. on e way saw this boy with e duck whistle so funny lols. then me, sherman, valerie and wu suan went to buy 1. there goes my $3.85 lols!!

ok then went to paya lebar to collect the shirt.. initially i was so damn freaking bloody disappointed with e shirt. e shield not big enuff >_< doesnt even look like superman lols! then sherman.. worry about his head. i think tml his head gonna rolllllll lols. anyways sherman if ur reading this. dun worry too much (: there is nothing much we can do lols. but then ah.. after awhile see liao NOT BAD LEHS E SHIRT lols. quite nice and cute and kiddooo~ suit sherman and adam :P

went to yk house to settle everything. yeahs. thats e end of e day lols~
tml school reopen.. akkk..orientation and im lyk so damn sick todae.. >_<

life goes on. and on.
waiting for her to answer my calling..

2007-03-15T11:19:00.000-07:00

yox!! hahaha. so long nv update le..

okay... todae went back to school.. supposingly we were to discuss about the mascot parade larhs.. but so sian then me, yakai, anqi, my, freda, audrey were playing "tai ti" and "bridge" lols. we didnt realise adam and e rest were discussing XD oh well.. hahahaha..

along e way.. something crop up.. my, freda and anqi go horny.. lols!! shall not interpret XD dunno whose fault. was it mine or audrey's? LOL!! =p anyways.. managed to finish e discussions. gonna shop for e thingy this coming saturday..

AND!!!

NOE WAT!!! I WAS SO ANGRRYYYY!!! RAWRRR

I checked my class allocation.. my appeal for 4H2 subjects was successful!!! BUT... IM THROWN TO MIRANDA.. I lyk ARGGGHHHHH!!!! hais.. kinda sad lehs.. after so much things that i did for Atlas.. now im thrown to Miranda.. ARRGHHHH!!!

hais... another reason for me being unhappy is.. (undisclosed)

lols! anyways. jus hoped that everything will be okay.. thx to orta!! :p hahahahaha. Bing Min go Miranda also. Junyuan Triton and Ivan Callisto.. all over e place mans.. lols~ anyways. all e best for u guys (: and of coz e "chio bu" and "orta" !! (: and last but not least e rest of e ppl i noe (:

shall stop here.. its 2.25 AM!! and ima slp now~~ (: *yawn*

Life Goes On
and on and on..

the pledge, the turn and the PRESTIGE!!

i lyk her.. i dun lyk her.. i lyk her.. i dun lyk her.. i lyk her.. i dun lyk her.. i lyk her.. >_<

2007-03-05T21:00:00.000-08:00

NRIC : GxxxxxxxP
Name : RICHARD

1. The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Name : MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE)
Course Code : 36S

2. If you are posted to a JC/MI, please report to the JC/MI on 7 Mar 2007 at 7.30am. If you are posted to a Polytechnic/ITE, an enrolment package with the relevant enrolment details will be sent to you.

3. If you wish to apply for a transfer to a particular course, you should approach the institution concerned directly. The institution concerned will inform you of the outcome of your application.

yay!! (:

2007-03-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

ok.. its been some time since i uploaded.. lols.. lemme start... from... LAST WEEK!!! E OGL CAMP!! lolx~

oh well.. at 1st i tot the camp gonna be some boring camp.. but it turned out great.. hahahahaha. on e 1st day.. we learnt the mass dance.. "Let's Get It Started", "Livin' La Vida Loca", "Accidentally In Love".. but didnt really get to practice e couple dance.. all want partner up with their own sex. lolx~ sad hahahahaha. but nvm. i shall practice wiith my imagination fren (: hahahahhahaa. then 2nd day.. played WnW in e morning... quite fun ba.. sabo here sabo there.. wooo e best part is sabo-ing the SC hahahaha (: a great and tiring day (: then we play CSI... DNA!!! (Death Note Analysis).. oh well. much better than e Orientation 1 CSI ba. at least got some game to play.. otherwise can get bored to death.. lolx.. hahahaha.. my grp great man. all e GRP 3s from all houses.. wooo~~~ LOVE THEM LOTS!!! hahahahahaha.. we sang cheers whenever we go.. i think most enthu grp ba.. of coz lar.. noe y noe y?? coz got me of coz :P wakkakakakakakakaa!!! ok.. thats all for e day ba.. then do mass dance again.. but all tired liao.. so not so nie.. hahaha. then there we go.. dismissed!!! slept in e bus lolx >_< so tired hahahaha.

yesterday.. got MMM trial.. wat the hell lor.. wake up so early... met CHONG and e rest at 7 am at whitesand mac.. DARYL and CHONG came together.. hahahaha. but.. WHERE IS SHIQI???? any idea?? lolx.. CHONG was lyk so angry.. SHIQI didnt turn up as promised.. hahahaha. then so fnny lor.. told us to ignore shiqi whenever we see her.. i lyk.. O_O??? hhaahhaahaha.. finish up our breakfast by 8.. then went to cityhall to meet e rest.. ok.. shiqi was there hahahaa. then deployed to our stations.. FINALLY i got my station after being thrown all over e place.. roar!! hahaha. my partner is Hong Han ba.. hahahaha. yeahs. ok larh.. didnt do much thing.. only enjoy e breeze at e open space in front of national library.. quite cooling.. can fall aslp hahahahahahahaaha.. :p le dung, chen ying and loretta's stations are very near also.. walk here walk there. see wt they doing hahahaha... but.. until lunchtime no one turned up.. >_< eat lunch until almost cannot walk.. 5 dollar char kuay tiao.. lyk 2 plates serving sia.. me and hong han strived to finish up e food. and yeah!! all e food is in our stomach.. hahahaha. after eating felt sleepy.. went back to our stations. i lie down and fell aslp for 10 mins!! lolx~ amazing? :p hahahhahaa.. then around 2.. our 1st and last group finally arrived.. kinda pity them..went to e wrong station twice and they look as if they are dying.. hahahaha.. did e game and stuff but none of them manage to get e answer correct.. noe y noe y?? coz e code got problem lolx!! dunno who do de.. use comp type in e code.. thousands of book title came out.. no one can complete sia. hahaha.. oh well. nd improvement ba.. then yeahs.. thats all for MMM. went for debrief and went home straight.. hahahahaa. met a few new frens ^^

todae!!! woke up early in e morning went for soccer training with raynald.. lolx. kia hao turned up also.. oh well.. not bad lar.. almost injured my ankle again.. heng arhh.. hahahahaa. coz i stop e ball using e wrong part of my leg... then jus now clash with e goalkeeper.. my leg swollen abit hahahahahaha. played until 12+++ then went to eat lunch and came home.. wanted to go out pai nian.. then rain... cant go out.. hais >_< tml go pray le ba hahahahaha (:

yeahs. thats all for e week.. nth interesting though hahahahaha (:

in dilemma...
when dream doesn't meet reality.. >.<

2007-02-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

4 days of school holiday makes me so happy!!! ^^

hope it will change my point of view of certain things ^^

yaya

2007-02-10T02:21:00.000-08:00

got back my results yesterday.. alrite.. managed to climb up to the one of the top 5 in the school with amazingly a 12 points..
but then i dunno y i got this unsatisfied feeling.. i guess its becoz of my chem.. was xpecting at least an A2 for it. but it turned out to be B3. hais.. my nitemare came true.. BUT.. my english grade cheer me up mans. in 4 years of my life in springfield. this is e 1st time i get a B3!!! woo.. hahaha so happy...

ok here goes my grades :D
English B3
Combined Humanities A2
Mathematics A1
A. Mathematics A1
Physics A2
Chemistry B3 (spoiler)
Malay B3
Oral Dist.

lols. my malay retake but no change. freak mans. waste money.. hahahaha..

jus wanna thx all my frens who was there when i need help.
especially Xiu Yan, Jocelyn, Jaslyn, Irene, Wenqian, Bing Min, ZiYang.
for those names who are not mentioned above. pls dun be disheartened coz i will still remember u guys hahahahaa.

gotta go off... for those who didnt do so well. dun be disheartend.. pick up urself and move on. get revenge in e nxt upcoming major exams :D yeahs ^^

jia you jia you jia you!!

here i come MJC!!
orientation 2 gonna be a bang!! :D

2007-01-30T05:37:00.000-08:00

yo. v long nv update le hor. hahahahaha. sians mans. school alot of work to do. but i lazy do hahahahaha. anw. watch "The Arena".
the topic is smth about humour not being encouraged in singapore. stupid man. here goes the thingy.

Oppo : "....example of humour being encouraged is the comedy movie by Jack Neo which is I Not Stupid and I Not Stupid Too..."
Propo: "By The way, I Not Stupid and I Not Stupid Too IS NOT a comedy. They are just USING COMEDY to inject the moral values."

get wat im trying to say ?? hahahahha.. so lame mans. hahahaha. anyways. went for interview last week to be my OGL. funny. the councillors xpect us to make a cheer for the duuster.. Here goes the edited version of MJC cheer!!

weeeee.......
camate camate DUSTER DUSTER! camate camate DUSTER DUSTER!
DUSTERRRRRR!!!
DUSTER will CLEAN the BOARD... DUSTER will CLEAN the BOARD...
Who dares to mess with IT will be CLEANED OFF!! Who dares to mess with IT will be CLEANED OFF!!
na nana nananana nana nananana....
DUSTER ah ah eba... DUSTER ah ah eba... DUSTER ah ah eba...
SUAAA!!

lolx. ok its lame. for those who dunno the tune nvm ba.. :p

and the results of the OGL interview was out today..
Since today, I am pledged as the Atlas Warrior!! hahahahaha.
Grace and Li Yi did not manage to get in too.. i wonder WHY too...

anyways. gotta continue with my hw.. feel lyk burning them. i think they can last for the whole night... stacks and stacks...

life goes on..
smth told me to go on and challange myself..

2007-01-20T00:00:00.000-08:00

haaha.. went out with my OG yesterday.. here goes e photos.. btw thx zhen zhen for sending me the photos ^^V

it's kinda blurry when it is resized. pai seh!! click it for full and crystal-clear view ~.^V

at bk!

me and henry go crazy..

the OGLs'

finally it's us!!

last but not least.. me and zhen2!! lols.

2007-01-19T08:35:00.000-08:00

yoo..haha..guess wat.. i keep hearing complains abt HIM. oh well.. those who are in 4F shuld noe him. he is none other then our beloved teacher, mr ngio.. hahahas. come on.. u guys dunno what we've been thru and u guys shuld learn from us u noe.. hahahahahaa. he is a great and a nice teacher if u noe him well.. agree?? anyone from 4F?? hahahahaha. we used to hate him though but as time flies... we began to understand his hidden agenda. it is actually to for our good. he prepared us well for the O level. he is 1 great teacher. but this year abit xtreme lols. i wonder what u guys did to him.. hmm!! actually, most probably he is one of the best teacher around lorhh..!! hahahaha. for those ppl arh.. kana scolding day and nite. jus bear with it and try ur best to cope. afterall ur guys are sec 3/4. pls face e reality... o level is just in front of ur face.. if u all dun do well.. then i gt nth to say ba.. BUT. dun regret in the future.

WAKE UP PPL!! NO MORE SLACKING!!

jia you ppl!!
jia you mr ngio!!

2007-01-14T01:58:00.000-08:00

oh my!! this is e first time in my whole life doing chemistry question from 1 to 12 taking 2.5 hrs!! dammit mans.. is the chemistry standard that high or is my brain getting blunt from all the holidays??

life goes on and on and on...

2007-01-09T06:28:00.000-08:00

2nd day of school... tiring.. ahaha.. lectures after lectures..
oh well.. life goes on..

went out to eat with xy, joc, jas and grace..
went to go sakae eat. makan makan. jas passed me my belated bday prezzie. thx mom.. haha love ya. i love the death note ^^. i haven buy ur prezzie. i give u some other day kies? dun worry. it will come ^^

here is e photo of the death note.

2007-01-07T01:17:00.000-08:00

ok here goes some of my house de photos. hahahaha.
Click To Enlarge =D

atlas 5 at pineapple near tamp stadium..

again..

after our orientation at school's atrium..

again ATLAS 5!!

2007-01-06T05:01:00.000-08:00

yo.! yesterday was last day of orientation.. overall.. MJC rox =) of coz.. our house.. atlas.. RoX e college as well.. wahahaha.. here goes e summary..

1st day.
met bingmin and grace in interchange. was kind of late. reached college slightly late. e programme started by talks from the principal. some sort of welcome messages. i was posted to this house called "Atlas" group name "Atlas 5". i dunno any single one of them except for Grace lols!! Bing Min was posted to "Atlas 6" and Wei Quan to "Callisto". we were then taught a dance. it was a mass dance. e song used was Tokyo Drift. alrite.. that dance was supa dupa hypa very confusing... basically i know nuts abt that dance. haha. oh well.. a very funny and great experience though. we then proceed to the 1st activity of the day. which is called "CSI : Scarlet Rage". jus lyk the CSI in AXN ba. death. suspects. victims. plots. weapons. blah blah blah... we were introduced to the victims, suspects. then we go round the school to get clues by the "suspects" from each stations. afterwhich. we have to entertain the station IC by cheers and stuffs. oh well.. it was great. haha. TIMES UP!! all of us went back to hall.. submitted our score sheets. after awhile.. the results were out. oh well. we didnt win it T_T hahaha.. nvm. at least we had fun. e last part of the day was. the couple dance!! oh my.. we were to partner ourselves with anyone from the same house. the song played was "Accidentally in Love". i met this girl called "Grace" as well. she was of the same size haha. i was kind of relieved. she was hyper active. she reminded me of wen qian. coz the way she spoke. hahahaha.!! the couple dance was really cute. u really have to spin them and dance tango with them. oh well. it was fun. hahahaha. thats all for the day. we were given the OG package. 2 tee. foolscape. shoe bag. file. sch badge. hahahahaha. it was raining when we were going home. oh well.. throat pain!! haha. lucky hantam water :P

2nd day.
met with grace in front of tpjc. haha. again we were kinda late. oh well. hahahahaha!! the programme for the day was MMM. it stands for Meridian Magnificent Marathon. hahaha. some kind of amazing race. we were to complete 5 stations. we travelled around east part of singapore with our Vincitore shirt. we got it from the package. hahaha. Vincitore was the theme for this year's orientation. we first travelled to Tampines Mart then to Simei and back to Tampines Stadium then back to the park just opposite MJC. oh well.. only 4 rytes? haha yeahs. we didnt manage to finish all. had lunch in East Point. 12.30 pm to 1.30 pm was our lunch break. whoever nv eat will deduct point.. cute rule wasnt it? hahaha. back to sch.. our leg almost drop. haha. for MMM our house got 3rd. kinda happy. haha. we cheered and shouted to the top of our voices haha. it was a fun day. we then were taught another mass dance. the song used was "Let's Get It Started". yeah. it was easier than Tokyo Drift. hahaha. its fun too~ wahahhaahha. but since we ran out of time. we kinda rush for it. so yeahs. abit messy. hahaha. we went home and again.. it rained. before we went home.. Grace and I went to check our posting. we got into our 1st choice. S202. she was lyk damn scared she will be posted to some unknown class with English Literature. hahahahahaha~ kinda funny :p oh well. congrats to her :P wahahahha. and so we went home.........

3rd and last day.
met grace again in tpjc. haha. e programme of the day is.. Wet 'n Wild!! woooo... water bomb. boom boom boom. lols!! yeahs. we played games related with water. the Councillors and the OGLs loved to sabo us. while we were playing. they will just simply pour us water without we knowing. hahaha.. but kinda sad too.. coz... when we played with the water bombs on the field. my bracelet broke. beads were all over. hais.. only managed to find 16 beads out of 20. T_T. but... thx to you guys. the Atlas 5. u guys were great. for helping me find the beads. Love u guys (: oh well.. becoz of them.. i was not sad anymore.. hahaha. yeahs~ went back to parade square for debrief. my OG went to White Sands to have lunch together. afterwhich we went back to school to bath. oh well.. e school is great man. hahaha. hafta wear our house colour shirt which is yellow. luckily i have one. wahhahaha. then we went back to the gallery to practice our performances for the camp fire. yeahs. its another rush one. not enuff time for rehearsal. we were caught unprepared. our performance was related to the theme. "Victory belongs to the most persevering" it started this way.. there was a boy who loves to dance but did not know how to dance. he fell asleep on his sofa while watching the Dance Floor show. and he dreamt that he was dancing greatly. with perfect elegance. and the judges loved him. oh well... afterall... it's only a dream. haha. but he thought he can dance very very well. so he signed up for the dance competition which was broadcasted live!! and of coz. he screwed it up. he almost given up his passion for dancing. however, his best friend cheered him up and introcuded him to a friend of his which was a girl and can dance very well. it was kind of a love in the first sight. then.... his passion for dance was reignited. he worked hard and trained everyday with the girl. this is for the sake of the girl so that she could be his partner in the next competition. and yes.. he succeeded. he joined the competition with the girl and won the 1st prize. the judges were stunned by their dance. then... all of us.. went in front... actually. we should be dancing the "Let's Get It Started" dance. but due to technical error. we then do cheers for the audience. it was great. the campfire was great too.. all the houses performed greatly. overall we won the 4th place. out of 5 place. hahaha. sadly we were not the top 3. however, we had fun and joy. we celebrated it though we lost. hahaha. we sang our school song to end the day. the song is nice alrite? hahaha. our group then had our supper in DownTown East. ate BK. and yeahs. thats for the day. hahahahaha.

The 3 days Orientation were really great. made friends with this girl called. "Li Yi" haha and a guy called "Patrick". 2 of them were great. hahahaha. yeahs. i hoped they will be my bestest friends together with Grace for the next 2 years. hahahaha. ^^.
Monday will be our official school day liao. hahahaha. i hope can enjoy ba. hahahaha.
yeahs.. jia you guys!! =D

2007-01-04T05:19:00.000-08:00

lols.. this post specially for mom ONLY!!!

Happy 17 B'day Jasslllyyynnn (:

may all ur wishes come true.. and all e best too (:

2007-01-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

oh well.. hi~ its new year` hahahahahahah!!
ok here go my wishes.. *ahem ahem*

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OUT THERE..
MAY THIS YEAR GONNA BE A GOOD, HAPPY, JOYFUL, EXTRAVAGANT, ENJOYABLE, AND BLAH BLAH BLAH YEARS~~ HAHAHAHAA..
WISH U GUYS ALL E BEST~
MAY ALL YOUR RESOLUTIONS COME TRUE~

and

may all e bad records of me be deleted and begin recording with a new fresh sheet of record.. hahahahaha~~ yeahs (:

haf a great years guys ^^

peace~

2006-12-30T23:29:00.000-08:00

Memang benar ku salah
Tak menghargai perasaanmu
Dan menghancurkan rasa cintamu
Saat kuingat dirimu
Harummu yang memeluk nafasku
Yang memberikanku kehangatan

Terangnya seribu bintang
Tak dapat menyamai cahaya
Keindahanmu dari wujudmu

Dan aku tak mengijinkan
Cahayamu redup karenaku
Dan atas kesombonganku

Chorus
Andai...
Ku tak membuang dirimu
Menjadikan yang kedua
Atas cintaku

Janganlah
Keterpurukanku ini
Membuat kau membenciku
Selamanya... dan membunuhku

just got the urge to post this XD

2006-12-13T20:14:00.000-08:00

oh well.. hi =D

hahas... its been 2 weeks. everyday go warehouse.. help out mom with some admin stuff.. oh well.. its tiring.. so tired that i changed my mind.. instead of writing it down manually i chose to type it out. wahhhaa...

ok.. today is 14th of December.. e posting results are out.. here's mine..

NRIC : GxxxxxxxP
Name : RICHARD

1. The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE
Course Name : MERIDIAN JUNIOR COLLEGE (SCIENCE)
Course Code : 36S
2. Please report to the JC/MI on 3 Jan 2007 at 8am.

oh well.. i guess im jus not gd enuff to get into e better 1...
Carrot and her sister must be happy to c this.. lols!!

anyways.. cant blog for long.. e bloodyyy internet is killing.. slower than snail lols!!

jus wish u guys all e best..

ExAcTlY 1 more week from now..

toodles~

2006-11-27T06:20:00.000-08:00

oh hi ppl...

yeahs.. end of year coming..
but first of all.. i want to thank xiuyan, jocelyn and wenqian for the early birthday present.. love that bag lots. haha. yeahs.. bought it in vivo city today.. once again thx lots. :)

converse bagg... thx =D

alryte... this morning woke up at 7.45... planned to go vivo city with xiu yan, jocelyn and wen qian. met wen qian at 8.40.. xiuyan was kinda late then met her at 9.. jocelyn.. as usual... late... only managed to meet her at 10.10 while we are supposed to meet at 9.45... late by 25 mins.. lol? okok.. go watch "Nightmare before Christmas".oh well.. somehow xy and joce love it.. but i almost fell asleep lols!! but overall quite interesting.. the 3D and stuff.. then finish.. go walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk walk aroundddd the vivo city.. go shopping.. but didnt manage to buy much.. only a PC game (Silent Hill 3) and chocos for family.. ey!! its liquour choco!! =D hahas.. then joce was lyk complaining coz she planned to do some shopping for clothes.. but end up shopping for chocos and candies.. :) the candy empire was impresssive... so many chocos and candies.. hahas.. we went to e-sprit shop then look around for clothes.. joce went to try the jacket.. looks nice on her but too bad its too big!! wahhahaha.. didnt manage to take pphoto but it seems that xy got it.. oh well.. too bad!! =D alryte.. its 3 oclock.. buffet in sakae!! 17 dollar each person and 13.90 for the buffet. we forced jocelyn and wenqian to eat more and MORE and MORE!!! but end of the day jocelyn didnt manage to reach the target of 13.90 lols!! she ate so little. everything oso dun want.. omg!! she eat until so xing gu... lols!! well i will update her pic.. omg i hope she wun kil me =D

she was eating salmon i think!! lols!

now she eat green worms...

then go walk walk walk walk again.. go bugis take neoprint.. e lsat thing we did before we all sent home to our respective homes by ourselves.. gotta pack bag for tml tooo u noe!! yeahs! im going back indo tml.. 1.40pm flight.. so guys this gonna be my last blog in singapore. im not sure if i can use internet in indo. but i try my best to update ba... hahahahahahahahhaha!!

AND...

Lastly... thx for everything... especially xiuyan and jocelyn and MUM (jaslyn)... u guys are the best out of the best =D i hope u guys gonna forgive me for what i did this year.. all e lame things.. all e sad things.. all e nonsense and all.. its gonna be a new year soon.. thx for ur understanding.. :) dun forget me worr..!! =D

AND...

of course for the rest... irene.. my dearest buddy.. (dunno if she is reading this) thx for ur understanding and all.. buddy foreva =D

AND...

BingMin and Junyuan. for being such a gd fren =) but i noe they wun be reading this blog lols!! =D

AND...

Those who are not mentioned who have changed my life in any other way.. :) muahahahaha!!! got alot lar.. lazy write... bo pian =p

Merry Christmas People!! =D
All the best for the upcoming years :)
enjoy ur holidays as much as u want
AND
Peace!! =D

Go0o0od Byeee Peeps...
Love ya Carrot, Tomato, Mum and Wenqian.. =D
cyahs nxt year =D

2006-11-23T01:59:00.000-08:00

oh well.. its holiday!! yesterday registered my choice for JCs... after a talk by mr nathan.. kinda disappointed by the priority system implement by the MOE. hais.. becoz of this.. i drop my VJC and opt for TJC instead. soo here goes the school...
1st -> TJC (sci)
2nd -> MJC (sci)
3rd -> SAJC (sci)
4th -> TPJC (sci) <--- put for fun ~.^v

anyways... hoping that i can go in to TJC.. together with Bing Min. then got fren there lols.

planned my hols le.. going back on tuesday... at first wanted to go back at monday but i want to visit vivocity 1st.. lols.. joc not free this week.. then haf to push back one day to accomodate to their busy days lols. hope its gonna be a fun farewell outings lols!!

okok... gotta plan how am i suppose to spend my holiday now :)

peace!! all e best for those who are working now.. :)

2006-11-18T08:40:00.000-08:00

oh well.. hi!! long time no c.. lols.. someone insisted on me updating my blog. hmmmmmmmm...no school liao.. kinda boring.. i have always wished not to have school.. but now kinda regret it.. its just that..somehow u lost ur goal in life. being school-less and all.. hahas. planned to help mr ngio on tuesday.. type type type.. =D i love typing =D. todae went to watch casino royale.. e story line kinda lame.. not much of action but i think it is much more realistic compared to the previous previous movies. hahas. oh well. .nth to update liao.. hahas..

2006-10-12T04:16:00.000-07:00

*yawn* finally we have graduated from springfield!! got report book liao. isnt it?? but i cant bring home mine T_T. teacher say want c my guardian.. sians!!! *roar*. lols. jk =p principal haven't sign my report card then cannot bring home. retarded sia. she bu shuang with me or wat? lols... anyways. kind of unhappy with my english T_T. someone give me some tips to improve english? ^^ pweaseee!! hahas.

trying to enter temasek jc for e 1st 3 month. dnno if it will be possible with my current L1R5.. 12.. hais. gd bye VJC i think i have to betray u to my TJC. lols.anyways. gotta try harder for my O level. my aim.. english improve by 1 grade. humans by 2 grades. so total 3 grades. that makes a 9!! hope i can achieve it. jia you richard ^^..

tml stil haf go to school.. fck it.. hais. nxt week optional.. so shuld i go back or... shuld i stay at home and sleeeepppp??? wahha...

*life goes on*
*trying to roll-back to my old lifestyle*
*lonely and a loner ^^*

sians. results

2006-10-02T08:22:00.000-07:00

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got e website from xy's blog. went to try and i got this result. i wonder if its true =p.

2 days ago, went cycling. 1st time feeling so relaxed and so happy!! haha.. at last my bike didnt give me any trouble lols. xcept that carrot was so stressed about her sling bag =p. btw, i went cycling with. xy, joc, and jas. ^^ well kind of my good friends. anyways. had fun and went to eat dinner lols. 1st time eat seafood with friends. abit lyk small "family" with mum, son and 2 daughter. lols!! =p mum if ur reading this please dun mind me and dun kill me ^^. later i got time then go update some pics. feeling v lazy now.

anyways, got back some our results today.. at 1st i saw my summary mark while setting up the visualisor for ms seah. guess wat i got 16.5/25!! i was so happy and i thought b4 would be possible. but... my dreams were shattered when i got back my comprehension paper... 9/25. wtf?? it adds up to be 25.5/50 and it is a just pass grade.. damn.. worse still.. my paper 1 section 2 only got 15/30.. haven gotten back our paper 1 section 1. if this part i fail.. thats it.. no more jc for me.. im such a goner. hais.. kind of sad. maths and chem. did quite well. i dunno if i should be happy or not.

for those people who have not done well.. dun worry ba. its only prelim. e most important is O level. if do well in prelim and do badly in O level.. got use a not? no rites.? dun be lyk some people that got better grades in mock exam for chemistry and was showing off lyk 1 retarded person. and just a mere lower a1 grade for prelim. so how was it? feeling sore? 1 word in common from me.. ^^ noob! wahha!!! im bad =p

anyways. to all people out there taking N level. all e best to you all!! jia you and promote urself to sec 5!! ^^. and for those people taking O level. its coming.. 1 month time. time to prepare yourselves mentally and physically.. physically huh?? of course!! dun get sick ^^ hehes.

these few days i am feeling that i am changing to a better person. but of course i was scared of something.. hehe.. sotong flavoured tomato should know what i am afraid of. ^^.

dedicated to wxy

2006-09-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

this post dedicated to ms wong xiu yan.

thanks for helping me to change my blogskin lols. even though it takes a year for u to change lols. =p
its so blacky and bluey.. and i love black and blue =p

thx lots.!!
hope ur prelim will be good for doing a good deed of changin my skin for me =) yeahs.
gogo!! thx lots one more time.! =)

progress = jumped from 35% to 50% lols.

2006-09-13T08:09:00.000-07:00

it has been 2 days since the last time we talked to each other. i felt this weird feeling.. but, i feel that we are drifting apart. getting further and further. my worst fear has finally come true. hais.

wanted to sms.. but i have this urge not to do so. i felt that i have said countless sorry and it's meaningless to say it another time. whenever i think about this, i will just feel sad. but, i have been trying to cope with this different world of mine. e true feeling has actually surfaced out from deep inside my heart. is this e end??

got to let the nature takes its course. lyk what i always believed.. "life has its up and down."

time to move on to the next phase of my life.

bad day, week and months.

2006-09-12T02:12:00.000-07:00

hais.. its been 1 month since problems keep appearing. i wonder whats wrong with my life. i guess i'll have to agree to my background again. "im lonely and im born to be a loner."

everytime tries to talk to ppl.. they will jus simply ignore me.. ok fine.. jus treat me that i have never existed and please let me noe abt it. and it will be better for me as well as you ppl. im noisy and ppl say im too noisy. i kept quiet and ppl say i xiao qi. so wat u want me to do?? hais. everything seems to go wrong.

jus quarrelled with someone again yesterday.. have been trying to change but it seems that i came to no avail. haf been trying to change this xiao qi ness of mine. but ppl jus kept saying that im xiao qi.. how i change?? ok.. i noe its e fact but still.. its still e fact that im trying to change!! soo.. since my efforts were not appreciated then i shall stick with it. the xiao qi me. its jus a matter of time since i will lose everyone that i trust. e 2 of u... hais.. feeling very sad now. and its prelim. screw it!!

todae is e freaking prelim practical for chemistry and i screwed up the QA. now only can depend on my VA. siansation. observation wrong... deduction wrong... everything goes wrong!!! ARGH!! fck it.

a bad day and a freaking bad day!!

but still.. life has to go on and on..
haf to start to face the facts..
hAiX!!

study

2006-08-19T08:31:00.001-07:00

hmm.. todae woke up at 8.40. early rites? haha.. yes man.. super super early!!!
planned to study together with bing min, irene and bob. met them at bedok interchange at 9.30 then went to eat breakfast. *hungry* hahas. then bought wanton noodle.. so little!!! omgx. bought duck rice again. then full. haha.

so basically, 3 of them came to my house and study. well, irene have not been to my house.. anyways those are my frens afterall., haha..
here goes e photos!!

bing min "hugging" the refrigerator~ lolx

bob

hmm.. concentrating sia.. hahax.

woot.. she smiles!! finally!! hahax..

bob and bing min hog my comp.. and omgx. bing min is playing!!! lolx.

`` end , ,

2006-08-07T04:41:00.000-07:00

for the past 2 weeks, my life have been screwed up. tried to control myself. but it seems that my anger have overtake me. im not a strong person as i used to be anymore. im jus another loser and yes. i am one.

life simply sux.
what is life?

can someone help me? carrot... tomato... anyone.. please help me.

my phillosophy about life has broken down.
"life has its up and down" thats what i always told my fren. but it seems that i do not understand that quotation anymore.

2006-06-12T03:47:00.000-07:00

*yawn* so sleepy.. this morning.. went out to meet bing min, then meet irene... then meet jane... go study together~ started off to do maths... stupid heymaths hw.. all e working so ma fan~ sian arh!! finally i started to do hw and 2 weeks left before holiday is over... done 1 1/2 paper of a maths paper out of 18 total of e maths and a maths papers!! omg~ then sian dao.. go change to physics.. bing ming kope my springfield and dunman sec paper~ then i go do tampines sec. phy paper 2. do until section B 2nd last question.. gotta finish it~ then now in tuition place~ playing wif comp while waiting for my turn~ being patient and tired~ lolx..

tml got tuition but i want go do hw.. how?? anyone tell me??

. s i a n z a t i o n .
hw and hw and hw

happy mom day

2006-05-14T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy Mothers' Day!!!

2006-04-17T08:20:00.000-07:00

haix.. these few days.. got migrain~ damn @#$%... damn irritating... freaking headache~ make me until so irritated dammit~ freaking headache~ damn flu~ @#$% everything~ @#$% this life... dammit... getting agitated easily.. ARGHH!!!

damn me~

yesterday, bought new hp~ not enuff sleep... past 4days accompany parents... then sleep late wake up early.. no time to rest.. then sunday slept around 2.30 woke up at 9.. hais~ so tired.. i think this oso make my headache worse... damn everything abt me and my life~

*going to die*
*please leave me alone~ need to be a loner for some time~*

2006-03-26T07:44:00.000-08:00

help me do this thx! (:

2006-03-16T05:55:00.000-08:00

hmm.. todae went out wif my besties, xiu yan and jocelyn, and oso wen qian~ go pasir ris park cycle.. they say want cycle in e morning but end up cycling at 1pm~.. hot man~ but luckily the cloud cover e sun~ abit cooling lols~ planned to meet them at 11am but i reach there at 10.30.. wat am i thinking? y so early go lols~ then carrot reach there even earlier.. 10.25.. wow? lolx..then saw her in white sand.. called her and she saw me and run away dunno to where~ zzz.. i think she scared i eat her :X lolx~ then i go downstair play racing myself 1 game then go back to mrt control station wait for them.. guess wat i saw tomato and carrot there =.=" nv inform me.. then i lyk 1 idiot playing lolx~ nvm nvm... then go lunch wif them.. go mcD makan~ makan makan then take bus to pasir ris park~ hmm.. go there rent bike... tomato and i same bike.. mountain bike.. quite big ba~ heng i can ride lols~ then carrot and wen qian same bike... orange colour somemore.. someone's fav colour eh? lolx` very de small lolx~ very cheap sia rent there.. 2 hr only 8 dollar~ better than east coast park.. rent 6 dollar per hour~ aiyoyo.. but then arr.. after cycle awhile then we realise pasir ris park is SO DAMN SMALL!!!! Argghh!!! we cycle back and forth for 2 times sia~ then go downtown east awhile buy drink~ then i try take carrot's bike~ i can cycle her bike but then she cannot cycle mine~ lols~ too big le e bike~ haha~ (then i very big meh? :)) lolx~ continue cycling~ then half way carrot feel abit unwell.. then she go rest 1 side.. she asked us to go cycle ourselves.. then me, tomato and wen qian go cycle to other end of pasir ris park~ saw yee keng~ then cycle together then when we going back~ he turn back and cycle on his own again~ lolx! sad sia~ if i not wrong carrot said he got bbq~ mayb? who noes? finish cycling at around 3.. then go walk walk at downtown east.. see see.. look look.. chat chat.. then go home... hehex.. afterall.. good day~

wen qian.. todae made anshul kinda angry lolx.. anshul wanted to collect her homework from wenqian.. then wenqian ask her to come and meet at pasir ris mrt station.. guess wat.. we wwalk walk walk until forgot e time and made her wait for 1 hr!!! wooo... anshul was angry at wen qian and decided to go home and cancel e meeting lolx~ so anshul nv got her homework.. then we go home from there~ lolx

guess wat.. yesterday my guardian go tear down e whole gate of my house and send for repainting.. she go complain abt e paint + colour.. only a few months and e paint is cracking all over`` she very de angry lolx.. then i wanted to buy bike... then mus wait for e gate to come back if not ... new bike will be reported lost e nxt day T_T.. lolx~ anyways that stupid gate will be back in 3-4 days~ so gotta wait... i hope it will be back by this sat then i can go buy my bike~ then cycle wif my new bike =))) so happy~ lols..

sad thing is... day passed by so fast~ sch reopening soon (o.O) 4 more days.. and i haven cut my hair yet... die man if got caught~ lols. gotta cut this weekend~ no delaying :X lolx`

*is she the one for me?*
*me :: confused*

2006-03-12T07:55:00.000-08:00

grr~ i hate apple!! lolx~ suay sia~ bought ipod nano then e earphone crazy.. tml going to kil them all!! wahha~

todae actually wanted to go to e apple centre.. when i saw e web.. they say open on sunday but when i call.. they say only monday to saturday.. i lyk.. wth?? retarded apple -.-" nv organise properly.. then i lyk already change + bath and prepare to go anytime.. end up cancel.. then bob asked me go cycle together.. then ok loh~ since i lyk sian sian at home oso.. lols`` cycle and cycle.. met wif carrot and her sis and her sis de bf (i dunno which 1) lolx... jus pass by and say hi~ then cycle again... then i cycle until ECP end there.. got roadblock.. then mus turn back~ when turning~ fell down.. somemore skid on e floor.. sand all over.. red bruises on arms, palms, and legs.. heng my ipod nothing happen.. thx to e bike man.. e paddle so freaking low~ [bo pian Free Bike] lolx... pain sia.. until now~ hais~ sad man~ everytime cycle sure fell down 1 time... haha~ suay sia~

then go makan at hawker centre... ate 2 plate of fried oyster lols.. bob oso~ haha~ crazy man~ i wonder what ppl think when they saw us.. haha then life goes on as usual.. cycle back to bob's house to return bike.. then take bus home~ and yeah~ gaming continues lols~

*loving euu~ do u noe that i love you?*
*will you accept me? will you?*
*love... life... everything... are they illusion?*

2006-03-11T07:16:00.000-08:00

yooo guys.. long time no c~ haha~ i actually lazy update de.. but since its holiday.. lets update~ :) g0otten report slip.. kind of disappointed wif the results.. especially my maths.. hais.. sad T_T ... only 1 A1, 3 A2, 1 B3, 1 B4 and 1 C6... damn my malay.. so xtra lols.. anyways~ have not tried my best.. gotta wake up when holiday ends~ =)

todae went out wif bob, fiq fiq, prem and prem's fren.. dunno wat his name... i think its Wat or smth.. Indo and Thai gathering day.. lolx~ wen to IT show at suntec.. so crowded.. but not as crowded as last year when IT xhibition at Expo.. haha~ Premnon and Bob wanted to trade-in their Ipod Mini.. guess wat.. the salesperson there said... e max price for their ipod only 100 dollar!!! i was lyk.. diaoo??? bought for 400+ then trade in for 100?? siao bo.. haha~ then end up they only bought replacement battery... ownself change.. if want let them do.. mus pay xtra 30 dollar lolx... they money minded lols~ then.. before we leave.. i bought ipod nano... thats y so happy haha~ nano 2gb for 348 then got voucher buy casing + protection cover.. then got xtra 3 dollar subsidise for premnon to buy his battery lolx...

my ipod~

then go down.. go 1 corner.. sit down.. chat chat while prem and bob change their battery... they do until their hand sweat + shake lolx.. coz scared spoil.. haha~ weird rite? then i down there do my ipod nano.. make until nice nice~ wahha!!! then after that go funan.. see ipod de earpiece.. bob want buy but so ex.. then i see e original earpiece wif lanyard... for nano... so frekaing expensive.. omg omg~ 54 dollar.. i lyk.. stare at e price and go blank lols... then after that straight away go home.. coz dunno where to eat.. sianzation lolx~ at home eat fried rice... sad sad... and life goes on as usual...

2006-02-13T00:41:00.000-08:00

finally.. after being dead for few months.. im back alive...
wahha! i feel so sux todae.. whole day lyk no mood sia.. sleepy all e way~ then haiqal come ji siao me zzz... haix!! nvm nvm.. was late for remedial.. but nvm mr chng excuse me.. *phew*

yesterday went out wif my jie to watch Fun wif Dick and Jane.. kinda stupid.. at e same time.. dun really understand what the movie was showing lolx... so yeah~ she gave me my birthday present.. *Thanks Lots!* i really love it =)

last friday.. gave out O lvl result.. Priscilla made it to be one of e top student.. as well as Dex and Fenty.. Inspired to win them.. mus jia you~ mus remember my dream~ mus remember what my dad sacrificed for me~ mus concentrate~ lalala~ for e rest of my frens oso hor! all jia you~ all e best for exams!! CT coming le~ jiayou jiayou..

Tml.. V'day le~ until now~ I still haven't found my Valentine yet.. I guess.. Either I don't know she is there or really haven't found.. Hais... nvm.. many years to come~ many more V'day to come~ and btw~ Best wishes to all couples out there~ Have a good life and care for your partner lotsa! =)

New form teacher

2005-11-15T19:00:00.000-08:00

todae.. went to school again for A maths.. then mrs wong got said want to introduce us to the new teacher.. then while waiting.. suddenly ms chang popped-out.. then we all start to think that ms chang going to be our form teacher and maths teacher for next year.. and we dun want that!!! we lyk.. so shock.. and *arrghh*!! we start to talk and talk and talk about her lols.. but then not that we are bad or because she was an NIE trainee... its because of her voice! argh~ thats y we dun want her lols.. her voice so soft.. cannot hear anything.. haha~

jus now reach school quite early then not a single soul was there.. then met anthony.. walk to canteen together... then see jia quan.. raynald.. playing basket ball alone.. then i play wif raynald lols.. shoot here shoot there.. quite a few balls went in.. not a bad for a beginner lyk me :) wahha~!

go in class... mrs wong came in.. introduce to us e new teacher.. it turned out to be ms ng.. dun really know her but often saw her.. *hope she is good*.. she will be our Emaths and Amaths teacher nxt year and of course our form teacher =) all e best to her~ and welcome to 3e'05!

went home... plan on my trip back to indonesia.. call agents and internet.. find cheapest aeroplane lols.. *u noe.. i very de poor..* haha~ wanted to book Garuda Airlines coz got Student Fares (2 ways).. but ended up buying ValueAir coz dad want me to buy a single trip's ticket.. haha.. so confirm le going back at 19 November~ at 7.35pm..so happy finally can go back indonesia.. play wif my siblings and see my parents and grandma again.. *reunion* lalalala~

i heard got geography meeting end of this month lols~ but then me not in singapore.. so~ yeah~ wahha! carrot oso wun be in Singapore.. so.~ ponteng together! lalala~ no need do research =p *hi 5 carrot!* lalala~

*time flies..*
*it's about time for me..*
*to go back to my hometown..*
*to enjoy my holiday..*
*hehex~!*

Jocelyn's Birtday

2005-11-11T23:00:00.000-08:00

Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to you.. Happy birthday to Jocelyn!
get cleverer and prettier each day~ good frens 4eva :)

haha.. 15 years old le.. mus be more matured now =) wahha... bought her mp3 player using shared de money.. haha~ i hope she is happy.. haha.. then as usual.. go to school.. bridging programs.. scolding... blah blah blah.. haha...

FINALLY... bridging program ends...
as a group go to orchard cineleisure watch Just Lyk Heaven... so romantic lols... *touched* haha...
go wif jie min, regina, tomato, carrot, raihan and amelia... e only guy... zzz.. sian arr! but nvm lucky all of them my classmates except regina.. so yeah~ haha~ gave her bday "bash" lols.. eh wait.. i still owe her 2 bash!!! aahh!!! i forgot.. darn~ lols.. go eat kfc again~
after watch movie.. then go home.. coz all getting scolding from parents. wahha! lols..
anyways~

all e best for all for Jocelyn~ bday gerl~ =) stay cheered-up always!
happy bday to u again!!

*hoping that this day will stay in my memory until i proceed to my next life*
*days passed... secondary 4 life getting nearer...*
*all e best for all*

2005-11-10T05:41:00.000-08:00

hais.. super sian.. nowadays all my important things lost..
yest.. cant find my SS paper.. todae.. cant find my EL holiday hw de paper.. then darren give out the papers we handed in last time.. but wth.? where e hell is mine? i handed in and i dun get it back...
wth is wrong wif me.. where did i put those damn papers.. argh!!!
everyday very suay de now... hais... is tis my fate.. someone.. help me out! argh~
tml ms seah want collect hw.. and i dun haf e damn paper..
hope tml smth gd will happen...

*damn my life*

2005-11-09T04:04:00.000-08:00

nothing to say . . .

a very bad day for me . . .

ignored my frens after schoool . . .

hope they did not angry . . .

bought bubble tea... and no bubble (pearl) inside... i lyk wat de hell..? make me so du lan.. grr~ then throw away e bubble tea.. abit waste... but hais.. wat to do.. bo pian..

after reach home.. see the home so messy and so noisy... add to my unhappiness of the day.. zzz!! then call carrot and tomato to say sorry.. luckily they not angry.. *phew* got to control my mood... *sob* i hope it will not happen anymore in the future..

*one chord into another.. strumming to find a melody for two..*

2005-11-07T17:30:00.000-08:00

yoyoyo! todae... bridging program starts... haix! 1 full week got to go to school... hmmm! shuld i be happy or sad? if i stay at home.. i rots until cham cham~ if i go school.. need to listen to boring lesson~ *yawn* so sleepy.. woke up at 6.30am so early sia! sianzation!

after school.. go watch "Sky High"... nice leh lolx.. then very funny~ lalala~ with carrot and tomato.. my best fren and my gd fren =) then nothing much le.. go home coz nite time got tuition.. *sianzation* once again i start to rot..

*loving someone doesn't means having her*
*if she is happy.. u'll be happy as well..*
*that's true love*

yawn

2005-11-04T22:00:00.000-08:00

went to physics remedial~ from 7.30 am to 12.10 am... oh my~ so long seh~ but then learn quite alot todae~ not bad not bad~ then freaking jelly boy~ spoilt e day~ retarded ass~ make mr ngio angry today~ he is a bloody *toot*! grrr! argh! idiot~ go around e school give false statement about mr ngio threatening him... then i lyk.. wth.?? feel lyk whacking him~ cannot stand straight liao still talk crap~ i wonder y his teacher chose him as a counsellor~ disgrace~ mr ngio ask him write 1 stupid report about it also take so long~ mus scold in between the lesson~ very de sian 1 leh! zzzzz!!! *hoping that he will just disappear from the earth*

after physics~ got to stay back meet the representatives from "Senoko" to teach us how to operate the mini weather station~ play with it quite fun lols! our team will get to play with it next week i think after they send to us the station. haha~ but then arr quite boring~ fell asleep for awhile jus now~ e setup so tedious de~ i wonder if the instructor realised when i was asleep. lolx!

*life goes on and on*
*till i breathe the last breath*
*turning back time is impossible*
*got to make the right decision in whatever we do*

*loving someone*

2005-10-31T07:31:00.000-08:00

lols~ so long nv update le~ hmph! received my report last week.. well my results not bad but still not up to my expectation yet~ but obviously i am happy :) hehex... gotta work hard to improve my physics~

todae... went out wif carrot and tomato~ go watch transporter 2~ quite cool lolx... anyways a happy and enjoyable day for me~ thx tomato and carrot for bringing me along :) everyday i rots xcept for todae~ brightened up by 2 of my frens... so happy~ lalala~ =)

holiday now but still lots of things to do~ service learning project, geography holiday project, geography national weather project~ arrgghh!!! so many things to do~ mus start to plan my time le~ if not i will die standing~ T_T

bridging programs coming~ many xtra classes for us~ nxt year sec 4 le~ O lvl drawing near~ oh my oh my~ its lyk only last week i was in sec 1 and now im in sec 4... time flies.. really.. arggh!!! miss my previous years~ *sob* going to be separated from all my frens sooner or later~ so sad~ T_T

day by day passed~
life still has to go on~
much more to learn~
gotta start to wake up from my wonderland~

*loving someone*

2005-09-20T05:05:00.000-07:00

wahha... so long nv update le... kekekeke... hmmpph!!! todae.. sianz arr.. get back physics paper.. fail 2 out of 3.. terrible >.< how am i going to cope with my final year exam? somemore mr ngio still can tease me... T.T sad sad... anyways... a great day.. watch scary movie... stupid movie.. hahahaa... then someone linked me at blog... but dunno who.. who is kazememories.blogspot.com?? any idea.. anyone noe tag at my board.. hehehehexx.
peace!!!

2005-09-13T03:31:00.000-07:00

waahhh... todae last PSS le... heng arr :X... hahax... anyways... long time nv update liao... hmmhh!!.. lots of things coming up... haven finish my hw.. somemore lazy do... how arrhhh??? haissss.... todae from sch straight away go home.. nowhere to go.. sad sad sad :'( y my life so miserable de..? hiksss...

life has still go on even though many things bothered me......

yay!

2005-08-28T03:14:00.000-07:00

yay! finally... i bought my mp3 player... :) got student price seh.. but then i buy e charger then altogether become 375 bucks.. hope my dad wun mind.. >.<>.<

sianzation

2005-08-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo... welcome to my new blog... nicer hor? e old blog arr.. e pic dunno go where liao... i think server put it down already... anyways.. this blog got it from somewhere.. i dunno how to make blogskin de... dummy dummy :)

kk lets start with my life... life as chairman.. stressful... got alot of things to do especially when some formal school event coming up... i lyk soo *ARRGGHH* u noe.. :p
my marks... kind of disappointed... my e maths actually didnt even get to score 80+ omg... i was lyk so sad :'( *sob*.. a maths not bad.. english... tyco pass.. muahahaha!!! chemistry B3 nia... sad oso... physics jus passs... tyco worr? =]

tml oral... bless me with everything.. hope i can score worr... all da best out there whoever going for oral tml :)

*yawn* :: sianzation